Last Night

Last night We Came As Romans, was at my bestfriends house to party it was tight as hell, i wish i couldve enjoyed it though because someone had to ruin the fun for me earlier in the night... How can a person who was practically your family bail on you? My bestfriend (well used to be) and me fucked, and i didnt like it. He changed too much to a hardass prick, lastnight he started shit with me. Saying one thing then another, he said he cares...but then he told me to fuck off pretty much. Im not gonna be treated like some bitch, because im not some boitch to him im supposed to be his bestfriend :c I went into this haze of my own little world, where all i wanted to do was kill him, and then make it right, then kill him, then make it right. I finally tried to make it right and when i did, i got shot down..... How does one who has so much history with yu treat yu like such a piece of shit, we were face to face, he almost slapped me. I could see the tears in his eyes, im sure he could see mine. Honestly how can that happen?,,,, im stil baffled, i jus want my bestfriend back the one i knew so well.

Reason for Blogging

I can't keep shit in no more, its to hard. So now I'm going to keep this as an online journal. :D